Loneliness

Of a different kind is,

...when you realise that your choices in life have taken you down a certain path, that you do not fit into a standard template anymore. Or, at least, you do not wish to.
...when it hits you that the answers to your questions on what to do with life are unique to yourself, and hence more difficult to find. Easier, some would say.
...when you are afraid you will feel lost on a road someone else has taken, yet you feel no better simply standing where you are.
...when the people closest to you can only remind you that only you can look within. And, act without.

What is next? And, where are the role models?

A ball a bouncing.
A top a spinning.
One has to stop,
The other can’t.